I know what's going on but im very confused

I want to tell you Shadow but it's about my friend and yours..! It's not that good either...maybe i should just let go of this...and just hide my feelings about this...

And I tryed to stand up but I said the most horrible words to sick crybaby I wish I never said my true feeling

I wouldn't hate you for anything!!

STAND UP AND RISE ABOVE!!! STOP FEELING USELESS!!! YOU'RE NOT USELESS!!! STOP FEELING SO USELESS AND WORTHLESS!! YOU HAVE A VOICE!!! STAND UP AND BE PROUD OF WHO YOU ARE!!!!