That's good! I understand what you mean tho I'm constantly thinking about.. Nevermind and I am also most of the time very very sad and depressed.. The thing is I don't want to tell anyone so I can't get counseling or anything, it sucks x3

And my family, but if I don't, I'll be happy and I'll try to have a good mind set for now on!

Plus, after my b-day (which is soon) I'm going to the doctors, and I'm going to ask them if I do, and if I do, I'll just try to talk it out with my counselor

But, my mom might sign me up for a counseling class so my "dark thoughts" won't actually take me over someday...

It's just I know a few of the symptoms of it, and I am aware that I might suffer from some of them. My parents, too, know a few symptoms, and even my mom said that I DO have a related symptom.