grr vent on desc 😣 I just want to let go of some stuff i always wanted to talk about

:-D I really wanna change but every time I just get worst and worst
I was raised by a manipulative and toxic family so don’t know what is good or bad
so most of the stuffs I do I don’t mean it yet everybody says “u should find out by yourself” miss girl what? I was teach the day my dad gets paid so I have to ask him for stuffs for me and my mom and that cheating is ok because idk and that u have to use people to get what u want damn ok,,

Yet it is difficult to me to trust people so yea I can’t tell y’all all the things I want to say this is the far I can go now u may ask why ok,, everyone in my family says that u just can’t be sad 🧍‍♂️ Because if u show ur emotions that means u are weak,, yes I have tried to say the truth about how I feel and shit but I always end up lying and that just makes me feel mad at myself and all that. The fact that I always end up hurting people even if I don’t want to and that is just fucking annoying now and always manipulating people and that is just bad I know is bad and I really try to notice that but no I can’t 🧑‍🦲 anyways that was the vent grrr i will now disappear and get consumed by bad thoughts

  meekomeow

M.R

bhajahamns tyy :-] <3

3 years ago   Reply

  M.R

my family is quite toxic as well and it took me a minute to realize it- but now things are getting better and I do hope they will get better for you too 💞

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