⚠very inappropriate, MASSIVE rant Vent

nothing is better than listening to your mom fuck for the 100th time in the year so far andbit isnt even halfway through the year yet
while you cna barely breathe and have a mental crisis and your headphones are dead
while you hear your mom erp with ppl on vrchat
fun
because i dont get used to jt
i actually get angrier every time
i fucking hate it
i hate hie my mom went from nice and sober
to drunk, sex addict, and whatever shit shes on in a few months

i cant
i keep hearing fake wet noises coming from her vr
and its pissing me off
like
cant you actually fuck dad for once
is he not enjoyable??
she leaves lube containers around the house, our house doesn't smell like it used too, its just fishy and smells like pussy now
sex toys are left out, im being neglected
i call my sister my mom since my mom is never there for me anymore

oh fun fact
she promised to stay sober for my sister for over 10 years and never use anything bad ever again since it caused my sister to become suicidal
and guess who brokr that

both me and my sister are angry about it
we've told mom sever times to at least quiet down, or stop fucking so much
and now she has Orgys (group fucking)
and ots fucking traumatizing
i hate it

this is why im the way i am
im exposed to all these things i cant stop
that makes me hyper sexual and ruin most of my relationships
(jasper if you're reading, thats the main reason ehy you thought i was a bad person, im just struggling, i understand y you broke up w me that one time)

i act differently and have a dirtier mind than others because well
im exposed
once i got cat fished, manipulated, and groomed by a 16 +year old about when i was 12
they're an adult now and i got my revenge
but they made me watch porn
and it made me become desensitized
so yeah
my artsy ohase was basically just trauma i guess the more that i think about it
and the hate i got made things worse?
idk

but now here i am currently
depressed, hypersexual, dirty minded, messed up, a dick head, having suicidal thoughts and doing soft sh

that doesn't make it okay to sct the way that i am. but its hard. its hard to recover when you're still going through it.

so basically
this is a message from my own life
dont use your own problems as an excuse, just accept it okay guys

just know that i care, even if im not available
im having a stressful life and I dont open up mucj about this stuff
so
if you ever get uncomfortable, sorry man.. i put it in the title
but idk who i can contact to talk about these things with
so i thought i could trust you guys

anyway, im probably gonna hit the hay soon.

  LeelaWiffWaffles

I love you its ok your fine I feel so bad tho

1 months ago   Reply

  on 1-2 month mental break

Taking a break for a few mo...

im happy you still call mr mrcat
and idk man
i love her a lot

1 months ago   Reply

  Taking a break for a few mo...

Alright alright
I understand
You can't stand me rn
Or smth

But
This is the worst mom I have ever heard of
She is the most..neglectful mom I have heard
And she cheats on her husband and her husband doesn't mind..
I honestly think
She was not made to be a mom..
When she dies..
She's gonna go to hell

I hope you're feeling okay, Mr.Cat

1 months ago   Reply (1)

  on 1-2 month mental break

Jenni

love you too

1 months ago   Reply

  Jenni

Sucks. Can’t say things will get better cause I don’t think you like when I say that. People will be ass, you will be ass, everyone will be ass. It happens. But honestly… fuck your mom. Hate her even more. She should be ac actual mother. Especially when she has children. Would’ve expected her to keep a promise but oh well.
That’s it, bye again.
Love you.
🫶

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