the pipeline of me being a mlm guy who hated fujoshis/fudanshis and now being a straight fudanshi

and as a guy i get nervous reading yuri sometimes because i feel like i'm being disrespectful..... but i do read yuri (but i read mostly yaoi + straight)

I don't consume yuri content as much as I do yaoi because.... i need a specific type of yuri as well..... doomed yuri and old men/gap moe yaoi have my heart...... i don't want to read sex i want to read LORE!!!

oh and i am a fudanshi. haven't been cstching up on yaoi lately though because everything i read isn't good anymoee. Nobody makes old men yaoi.