"you are not xyz's biggest fan stop gate keeping"

i have crippling mental disorders that do infact influence the way I speak, act, and think and it has been a long journey for me to even tolerate let alone speak to another tears of themis fan because for two years my immediate thought to anyone liking TOT is that they should kill themselves because they're lower than me

it's not just "gatekeeping" it was genuinely terrorizing when someone claims to do something more than i do

even before seeing a post making fun of gate keepers i was just thinking about vyn, there isn't a day where i don't think about tears of themis

yeah yeah gatekeeping is weird but oh my god you all are annoying just say you dont fuck with mental illness

  luka

luka

i joke ab how i tweak out seeing another fan but genuinely i would feel doom when someone claimed to like TOT

and honestly i think a lot of it stems down to my narcissism issue

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  luka

luka

when j say i am the biggest fan i really mean it and anybody else who claims so is lying

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  luka

luka

NOT SAYINF THIS IS A GOOD THING BY THE WAY i have been on a journey to improve my life and improve my illness but like. i can't help but just know i'm better than most people?

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  luka

me when i am a narcissist and when i tell people how i actually think they immediately call me selfish

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