I think right now you need a break from the internet^^ you noticing you following going down, ect. Isn't good for your well being. Try making a comfort character :) it doesn't have to be extra ordinary, just listen to music and draw outside. Its a really nice feeling, or listen to music while taking a bubble bath, take some time for yourself. Its great for you. Just know you are amazing, you're talented and you're worth it.

~Sincerely me :3