Lot of scratching with a mechanical pencil on my arm, I stopped. Don’t do it dude, it may feel great cuz you feel relief, but after that, it’s a pain hiding your scars. I mean like, i still kinda do, but not as much as back then. Just, don’t do it... taking a bath with it sucks too. It just burns. But yea. I’m still having kinda of a gender crisis myself, and my therapist I’m seeing said people go through this and it takes them usually all the way from middle school through the beginning or middle of high school. So I know it’s tough, but don’t you worry, you will get through this ma man