Oh jeez, Iβm not sure my case is the same but I definitely feel something like it. Iβve not talked to some friends because not long after I get them I feel like a bother and never speak.
I usually donβt talk on these vent posts either because I worry Iβll make the situation worse but I really donβt like just scrolling past. I see your situation. As someone who is shy, and feels like a bother all the time myself, you donβt ever have to feel like youβre bothering me. If you want someone to talk to that is, taking breaks is good too though. I hope your situation improves and youβre able to chat with people again.