Oh dear- that really sucks... Everything is a lot worse for me though cuz of my fragile lungs...
It's okay, I enjoy talking to you. I am unable to go places, so talking to others is the only thing I can do.
Well, other than homework and drawing... But I hate homework- ;-;
Aaa
I have a younger cousin who is SO much better than me, and most of the time I'm low on motivation- everyone goes at their own pace though, I'm sure you'll get there soon.