Nah it's good. Everday we learn something new about ourselves

Well it's good that Bipolar depression isn't as bad as regular :P so yay :D

Ye :P

Well I really don't care anymore :P But you know if you have anything to say please tell me. If it's something stupid or serious I'll listen no matter what.

-^- And I thought I was accepted for once.

What else did she say? :<

Why? What did I do :<

Also you do feel emotions your just in a tough spot right now, Those problems only make you a bigger, better person :P

Does it matter? I still am your friend even if you have all those stupid problems

If it comes back?"

All you need to do is tell someone. All you need to do is ask for help it doesn't make you weak it makes you stronger. It helps you those people that care pick you up and lift you into the air and spin you around and you still have those thoughts. "What i

My head exploded with happiness and sadness. I was so sad for so long I finally broke the chains and now currently I'm an out patient at wellstone working to help me become a normal human and not this monster I used to see myself as.

I finally told someone and those chains they snapped off they broke they just flew away I felt so much better I could finally breathe.

Well that's new xD sorry. As time grew the feelings were too strong they beat me down everytime I talked I had to tell someone I just had to I told McKenzie.

As my mom got worse so did I.. I took a syringe and flicked my hamster with it untill it hit it's head on the top of the cage and the sides I stabbed it with the syringe.

Well, Sometimes feelings can get in the way of almost everything and over take you and make you do things you don't want to do for instance when someone's mad they hurt someone

But this feeling got worse and I continued to cut McKenzie and beat her up. Not caring a single bit about what she thought or who she cared about. But surprisingly she's still my friend. Just like McKenzie I'll be your friend no matter what.

I'm sorry :< -Hugs Amarys.- I'll be your friend no matter what..

((What is it?

I'm so scared that I'm going to end up killing grammy or slitting Drew's throat. I can't break away from these chains I keep getting my head pulled in I hurt McKenzie all the time I stab her with pens and pencils and it feels right. But I can't go on like