Arron)... I'm just scared.. He might hate me... Or my husband... I want him to be happy but idk how when.. I'm nervous.. And wanting to run away and hide..
Um.. When Aaron kissed me... I just felt off.. Weird.. Idk.... I don't like him more than a friend but just seeing him makes me believe I've hurt him.... They even started thinking I started hating him because I've been so nervous.. I just don't know... The feeling of thinking I could have let him and lost something else sticks in my mind.. I just idk..