* d i e s *

Thanks den...

What if i never get an answer...idk.. Could you help me...?

Will that make him feel uncomfortable around me....?

But what if he declines...? Will he act different with me...?

What if he hates me now...? What if he admits he'll never like me...?

But what if i make rus upset...?! Would he want me to die...? Why am i not dead already...!?*tears up*

Wait rus--

N-no its ok...*sniff*

Thats my 2nd main =v=

Thats why!...*sobs*

Hes not online... Plus when hes online he'd probably prefer to be with "Colombia" And not wasting his time on me.....

*sobs*..

Well now colombia has a crush on rus and im a-afraid rus will like him b-back... He can like whoever he wants b-but i love him s-so much...*hugs tightly and tears up*

*sobs* r-remember when you shipped colombia and r-rus...?

*runs to him crying* cheer m-me up...?

Hhhh im s o r r y--

o wait you didnt k n o w?

Yea

P i n k *runs away*