I wish I could hug you so bad irl...

It's not hard to find things that are worthless Amber... It's really not...

Ok... -curls up on floor and cries-,

Why do you even... FUCKING CARE?! I'm just trash!!

No one cares about me either. I'm just the boy they call it. Nobody accepts me for being trans. They hate that. THEY FUCKING HATE ME

Do that then.

It's ok to feel that way. I've never been in a situation like this but... I'm here for you. -holds your hands-

I have the word fag, ass, and fat on my thighs. -shows bloody arms and legs- see? I do this all the time

Oh my God... Melissa... -hugs you tightly- come here

I was supposed to be dead years ago. I've been suicidal since I was 5. I've tried to commit suicide over 30 times now...

-looks down- tell your mom I said I'm sorry... Tell her that I already know I'm a fuck up and that I'm sorry

Thanks... You're such a wonderful friend... I fucking love you. Can I tell you a secret

I-I had sex with you... I'm just a pervert. Like cupcake the kitty said... And hacker said... -hugs you-

You don't know the monster I am.

Then how come I'm not loved irl? How come every person I come to live leaves me for someone better? How come I'm hated wherever I go?

-starts crying- I hate myself...

I'm going to go die in a hole now if you don't mind

I'm worthless... I just don't matter... I'll always be just a trans pervert to people and I'll never be good enough-cries harder-

I'm up... -starts crying-

Really? I-I'm sorry. I hate myself on a whole new level now... I'm such a bitch...