young allennon: why are you being nice to me? ..

ig men r rlly that hot, arent they? 🥴🥴🥰🥰))

young allennon: its not, its not okay! my parents expect so much from me! i can't even have my own life! i already gave my everything to reach their expectations but nope, it's not enough! they're never happy! and i just wanted to vent to my best friend but everything went downhill. honestly, i 'll never be good enough for them! or for anyone .. *voice breaking rn, starts crying a little again, wipes his tears*

i thought u were pansexual))

young allennon: no! *realizes he yelled at uriel but he doesn't wanna be a harsh person the whole time and is trying to make improvement so he shakes his head and apologizes*

wait im confused))
r u gay or pansexual?))

young allennon: *just looking down, not saying anything*

young allennon: *looks at uriel and immediately moves away from him cause yk* what? *wipes his tears*

young allennon: *was looking down so he didnt notice uriel, still crying*

no this is when they become actual friends for the first time))
when theyre 8 & 9 or 9 & 10 ))
so he already knows english here))

that person thought he ate lmao))

young allennon: *well, hes crying, not only cuz of gunter embarrassing the shi outta him infront of the class but also cuz of everything hes going through for yrs*

''its just a joke''))
the joke: ))

*let young mr chill check out on young mr talkative*

damn goodluck bro))

young allennon: *crying yk yk*

here gaybes))

lets continue where we left))
ima go reply to it))

oh okay))

but uh wanna rp))

ik, cant believe THAT PERSON is my mother))

im trying to forget everything she said but it wont get out of my damn mind))
ill just try to distract myself))
anyways))
https://pasteboard.co/1p6xOqLjOWlb.png ))

4.) made fun of my trauma. i hve ligyrophobia that im trying to fight over. n everytime theres fireworks or any loud noise around us or just in the tv, shes gonna say shit like ''hey cover ur ears'' ''get some oil in ur hair again like when u were terrified last new years'' ''ur not even gonna die'', wow like just wow. CAN U NOT SEE IM STRUGGLING CUZ OF A TRAUMA ALREADY? HELLO??..))

theres more, not just gonna add it. yes i cry over anything, even the most insignificant things))

1.) made fun of my height. one of my biggest insecurities. well im fucking asian, mother, u r too, what do u expect? ''in the future, all ur friends r gonna be taller than u while ur still short'' shut the fuck up u insensitive bitch, it aint my fault u didnt date a tall man))

2.) made fun of my favorite comfort show, transformers prime. i was just enjoying watching the series then suddenly this asshole came in n said ''boringg, ugly animation, boringg''. yeah, a joke, but she obviously genuinely meant that but used humor to cover it up. n ofc the animation is gonna be like that, IT WAS FUCKING MADE IN 2010, N ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD U JUST FOCUSED ON THE SHOW'S FLAWS. ''but disney's animation on 2010-2012 were good'' THIS ISNT DISNEY.))

3.) i was so excited to explain to her a lesson we had cuz i never understood something that complicated in my life, n she just rejected it n a disgusted matter.))

i was literally holding my tears))
if i tell her that her stupid little jokes r unfunny n just hurtful, shes just gonna call me dramatic))
but, if she apologizes, SHE'LL JUST CONTINUE TO DO THESE AGAIN))
''it was just a joke'' ''if i were you, i wouldnt even care'' WE ARENT THE SAME.))

n this is the life of a sensitive person))

my mom wont fucking stop playing w my feelings. she doesnt even know how many times shes used hurtful jokes just to make fun of me))

yesterday *technically earlier morning for u* was horrible for me))