I should be guilty! Cause guess what? Somebody else is ban cause of me! In to blame for!

I CAN'T BE HAPPY! I FEEL SO GUILTY!

I can't cheer up! Not like this...not now...MAYBE NEVER!

THERE'S NEVER EVER GOING TO BE HAPPINESS!!! No...not in a time like this...

I can't pertend to be happy! I can't be happy either! I can't be always be happy! There never happiness here!

A fragile being I am...I STUPID IDIOTIC BEING EVER LIVED DOWN HERE IN THIS PLANET!!! I'M COMPLETLY USELESS!!!!

I will never stay in my comfort zone...there's no light of sunshine....just eternal darkness...where I feel my shameful self...

I need to stay strong but how?! I'm weak! It's impossible! I'm impossible!

I'm a no good sensitive being! A rediculous shit everybody has ever seen...hear how stupid I sound right now...GRRRR...!!!

And here I am talking to myself...all by myself...I'm self-pity and helpless...

Still no matter how hard words bring me down I'll still cry and run away...I'm not strong.

I'm so sensitive...a crybaby...

Where I can no longer hurt anyone...or offend others...what kind of girl am I?! I'm not that good! Not all people will be with me forever! I'm not that great! NO I'M NOT I'M bad I am!

I rather die alone in the dark...

No one will ever forgive me! In just unforgivable very unforgivable!

I'm a bad artist! I wish I wasn't so talented I should've left my old account! I'm going to regret everything I've done! I'm so terrible I'm horrible no I'm far beyond that!

OOOH!!!!! My mind is crap! It's causing too much damage to my brain!!! What the hell is wrong with me?! I'm so fucked up!

I'M A DISGUSTING SULT!!! I'M A NOT SO GOOD PERSON I'M A HORRID AND UGLY GIRL!!! Maybe I should've listen to the usernames...maybe I should've known better...I should've think straight!

I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF

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