No I think I’ve just been abandoned abandoned by so many friends I think my mind doesn’t know what to feel so it fills my head with bad and suicidal thoughts
I try to be social and not hide but I even feel like people will try to judge me on this app and I try to speak at school but it always sounds like I’m whispering
Well I feel like everyone is judging me and I’m terrible at making decisions and I feel like everyone is better than me and a lot of my old friends abandoned me so it’s been hard to trust people and I hate myself and I will be feeling fine and suddenly I feel horrible. there’s just too many reasons too list them all