DUDE MY COUNSELOR HAS TO CALL AND ONCE AGAIN SHES GONNA HAVE TO CALL MY MOM CAUSE MY MOM IS THE MAIN NUMBER HGHHHHHHG IM SO FUCKING DONE

we use flip grid so 😎

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TRIPLE PENIS

My brother always used to tell me like how I’m stupid and sensitive, how I deserved to get beat but he would never hit me, I think I would have rather gotten hit than him yelling at me cause his words are still in me even tho to this day. I remember he told me how I’m fat. I remembered how he said I’m the reason for our parents divorced. He told me how I’m lazy and unladylike. He’s nicer now ig

Like I only remembered getting hit once but like four year old kuya hearing her brothers scream from it just gave her anxiety so like now when people like raise their arm to scratch their head I brace for impact

I rather be robotic because everyone thinks I’m too sensitive which is true but then they think my parents hitting me would fix it like wtf I’m like this cause I D O N T want to get beat for dumb shit, my bad for being mature and not like my brothers

Like they’ll be like “ I’m always here for you!” then call me stupid and how it’s so easy to understand 💀

I hate asking for help so fucking much i feel like they’re looking down on me like I’m a kitten in a box, in the rain sometimes my mind will be like “they’re looking down at you” “they think you’re so fucking stupid” and that makes me angry and snappy

and she is saying like get a a tutor like AUUHHWHWGH can I just,,,,not be in the class??? I want to make life easier for myself because my mental state is shit already but no mom please just don’t let me try to help myself❤️❤️

BRUHHHGAFF DGHDH SCREAMIF IN CLASS RN SHE TRIED TO BLAME MY PHONE EERRGGHHHHHHH LIKE IM FINE ON EVERY OTHER SUBJECT I JUST SUCKED ON MATH ITS NOT THAT I HATE IT I S U C K AT MATH

aaaaaAUUUUUUAHAH

I CANT THE WARS STARTED

I swear when you miss one class you have like a whole damn essay due and an assignment that was supposed to be done in class and it’s worth half of your grade totally not speaking from personal experience

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but then my mom was like you can’t just make that decision! like or really? I couldn’t make my own decision for my mental health? you’re fucking kidding

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then once I go back to her, she’s gonna take my stuff away or guilt trip me and fall for it once again

I can it’s just my mom got pissy about it cause I told my dad first and he has to call them