Some times I wish I could just...die and have my dad see what he has done to me

I’m only ten and I’ve gone through with this shit IM TEN AND I FEEL LIKE THIS LIFE IS NOTHING TO ME!

I cover up my depression when I get it by putting on a fake smile and avoiding everyone in case I break down crying

I’m trying to get back to normal but every time I go back to my dads house I break once again

Once at the age of 7 I jumped in the rode trying to get hit by a car

It’s hard to keep living when nothing good comes to you on this shit like earth

I’m trying

Kiri I have been wanting to kill that bi*tch from the second she started treating me like shit

And when I’m out of that dump I have to go back the next week

Mostly I cry myself to sleep there

He does not want to waste there relationship and I’m to scared to stick up for myslfe

Then when my dad says calmly that he heard nothing from her she screams at him saying STICK UP FOR ME I fu*king hate her

And thing is she did not even say shit

She claims she says something when my dad is gone and when he comes back she screams at both of us saying that she said something and I ignored her

Oh and my shitty ex mom is the rudest person ever I have to take care of her child sometimes and she framed me SHES CRASY

I’ve tried once to kill myself but I was caught I never tried again

I don’t like it so I try to cover myself up but I burn so I wake up uncomfortable and sweaty life really sucks

Yeah it’s scary

Wow how do you work with this shitty app it’s so hard I’m about to give up

so Yeah I feel you