Harõ: *grabs his head crying but pulls his hand away because he toutched the gun wound* ... *puts a hoodie on pulling up the hood and runs to the halls realizing he doesn’t know where to go out of panic he goes to shinsous dorm and knocks on the door crying*

Harõ: *able to hear denki because his dorm is right next to him* FUCK! *starts crying*

Harõ: *gets up and goes to his room looking at the bathroom and seeing all the blood and the gun* ...i wish someone stoped me i am so reckless i’m ruining my life. It’s my fault... *cleans everything up and locks the gun away in a cabinet* never again.. i will never touch that gun again no matter what

Harõ: *waiting for the hour to be up so he can go*

Harõ: *looks back to the window*

Harõ: good morning

Harõ: ok, thank you *looks at the window*

-the next day-
Harõ: recovery girl.. when can a leave?

Harõ: *sips his water and looks at denki while hes sleeping* awe..so cute...

Harõ: ... *kunda wondering if shinsou feels the same as him*

Harõ: *stairs at the wall with a blank look in his eyes* ...

Harõ: i love you i don’t wanna loose you.. please try to stop..

Harõ: *looking out the window waiting for him to awnser*

Harõ: *hears him but does nothing until he gets back* why are you not eating? And throwing up your food.. whats wrong..?

Harõ’s head: i wonder how shinsou feels...

Harõ: it’s ok, take your time i was just asking ^^’

Harõ: did you think about what i said at the cafe.. you me and shinsou

Harõ: *feeling better now that denki ate* hey denki..

Harõ: in pain becaus edenki won’t eat*

Harõ: *sighs knowing denki probably won’t eat*