I will tell you a story:
A girl named lizzy had cancer she was a great artist and animator she was upset that her career would end soon so she tried everything possible for everyone to never forget about her. Then came the day her death approached and she suddenly stopped posting, because of this other people became mentally deppresed, she was their inspiration she never let anyone down so many people rather just die from thirst her art never ended but so she was always remembered. DO YOU WANT THAT HAPPENING
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It's normal to go through pain. Without it you won't end up anywhere better than he'll just like youtubers they were bullied and they have alot if haters so it's okay you'll get over it.