Cross: Raine there is no way you don't remember? You kicked me out of hevean.......atleast I think it was you....but anyway, I'm here to crucify myself endless torment

Cross: oh then bet *snaps his fingers putting us in heaven* this is the only way I know that'll put me in an infinite death cycle until someone takes me out or I decide to get out

Croas: so suicide will help me? *grabs a noose then starts to tie it*

Cross: I know that but like........it just feels like the more I exist and do shit the more I drift away from ppl

Cross: can you tie two please? But, its just everything, what am I living for? It's like history is repeating itself, I make friends, get laid, everything takes a turn then, I destroy everything, and not to mention my lust....you could call me a lust God for all of care. I made a switch so me and you could have sex....why am I like this?

Cross: pyro......I, I need advice.

Cross: listen....there's a switch right here, yknow? And you did the exact opposite of what I said

Cross: was he gonna kill me

???: tf do you want?

Cross: hm? Are you trying to make me.......nvm
[Yo igtg go for like an hour ill brb]

Cross: yeah....let's do that.......*he holds your hand tighter* (just don't think about anything like that, this is all for her...)

Cross: I want to, yes, but what if I "mess up" again....I don't want you to have that feeling again, the one where you think I only use your for sex......

Cross: *he hugs you tighter* I hope it doesn't.....*he wants to go home but.......he doesn't think he deserves to do anything*......I love you...

Cross: *he looks down at you then his arm* maybe, but you would meet me there......*he hugs you tighter, then kisses you in your head hesitantly* i wanna say I live you but (under his breath) I don't think you feel the same anymore......

Cross: *his eyes widen and he goes back to normal, he looks down at you then his eyes fills up with tears and hugs you very tightly* why though........why do you love me so *his grip tightens* much, I've done nothing for you....

Cross: *he still is blank but his tail wraps around your pulling you back up*....is that so? *he squats down then puts his hand on your cheek* if you live me so much.......then maybe I won't leave........but....you can't forgive me, after what I've done...I don't deserve forgiveness, but that just me...*the x's starting to fade, his eyes go back to normal* you can forgive my if you want, but I don't don't think you should, nor kiss nor sex or just anything to do with me... *stands up*

Cross: *he looks at you with a blank expression*.....why do you love me so much? I don't....deserve you or this one bit......*his tail is limp, it seems it has no life in it* I don't even understand why you need me so much....*hus eyes have so many x's in his eyes it's hard to count*

Cross: *his eyes turning to black* nothing was your fault....it was my stupid ass *he opens his portal and grabs 3 guns one with his tail and the others with his hands* all because I just was soo, in the "mood" *the hands signaling to do anything, they just want you to stop him*

Cross: *his eyes shut but then re-open*....*all of the hands stop dragging him down thenstart pushing him back up*......yeah I promised.....but dot you see, Pyro hurt himself you think I'm using you for sex....*his eyes start to turn red* why do you want me to stay when all I did was bring pain... *all of the hands are trying to tell you to do something*

Cross: hey.......it's gonna be alr, I won't be in your life anymore.........I don't deserve anyone.......not even to be happy...*it seems his tail doesn't want to go and is swaying around...but soon stops and goes limp*