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Bio= I'm tired and gay.
|Main Oc's|
Name: Cameron James O'Connel (goes by Cam)
Age: 35 (537 in human years)(died when he was 35, and stayed dead for 285 years...but came back for a day before being murdered again)
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Straight
Status: Married to ZeN
Birthday: April 14th
Nationality: British/ Scottish mix
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Name: Peyton Quill O'Connel (we call him Fish)
Age: 32 (534 in human years)(died when he was 8, and stayed dead for 204 years before coming back)
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Bi/Demisexual
Status: Married to Birb
Birthday: December 25th
Nationality: British/ Scottish mix
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Name: Chandler Sebastiรกn Raphaรซl Diรฉgo
Age: 35 (487 in human years)
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Straight/demisexual
Status: Single (but I'm in ze process of shipping mah child)
Birthday: August 21st
Nationality: French/Mexican mix
(He has a strong french accent)
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Name: Markovic Vera Uberachi (goes by Mars)
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Pan (with a strong male preference)
Status: Taken by ze tol acid demon man (aka Hunter )
Birthday: February 14th
Nationality: Croation/Italian mix
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Name: ReBecca Jane Sciano (goes by Becca)
Age: 24
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Straight
Status: Married to ze Nordu boi
Birthday: January 30th
Nationality: American
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Name: Jackson Jae Gearson (goes by Jack)
Age: 21
Gender: male
Sexuality: pan
Status: Taken
Birthday: October 31st
Nationality: american (african american)
he's buff af.
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Name: Simon Lee Dominic
Age: 22 (220 in Elf time)
Gender: male
Sexuality: bi with more of a male preference, but he honestly doesn't care that much
Status: single (he be being shipped doe, so)(annnd he's got a crush on the Pydax man, lmao)
Birthday: He's 21, but his birthday is on a day that doesn't exist in this realm...and that day is also a half day, so he doesn't really have an actual, full "birth day"
Nationality: Khorizahnan (bigg word, yes yes)
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Name: Daniรฉlle Andrรฉ Diego (goes by Dani)
Age: 22 (he actually be like, 130 or some'n)
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Gay
Status: Currently single, but he likEs sum one
Birthday: June 16
Nationality: Spanish/American
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Name: Aspen Jade Willows
Age: 23
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Bisexual
Status: Single
Birthday: December 15th
Nationality: American
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Name: Finlay (no last name go brrrr)
Age: 24ish
Gender: Male
Sexuality: He doesn't really have one yet like...he doesn't know
Status: Single bean
Birthday: Pretty much unknown but it's in somewhere between April 7th and April 22nd
Nationality: He was born and raised in Japan (in a different realm) but he's not Japanese and he doesn't have any sort of accent rlly
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Name: Kaiden Alan Ridel (goes by Kain Rider)
Age: 234
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Bi with a female preference
Status: Single
Birthday: May 4th
Nationality: Scottish
Chandler~ *takes a slow, deep breath*
Then I'll try something new...
...I know I seem like I'm just being stubborn, but... too much has happened...
Ofc I'm going to be stubborn...I don't...
*sighs, looking down*
...I know....I need to get better...
I know staying like this isn't good for me and it always feels like I'm hanging by a thread...but...
*thinking of how to say it*
Dani~ *sighs and kinda saddens a lil*
...you'll feel guilty for feeling better...because you already feel guilty about everything else...
Is that what you mean?
Chandler~ *soft sigh*
...as much as I don't like the idea of it...I might try therapy...
Or something similar...
I'm not sure...I'll look into my options...
Some people seem to think it works well, though...
Dani~*sighs*
Hm...
But what if that doesn't work for you? Will you just give up and give in again? Stop trying? Put on a fake smile everyday and think you're fooling us when you're so obviously not?
*not tryna be rude...but like...seriously, he's just being straightforward and blunt*
Lol)
Yeah)
But he's pretty much just like, "I don't want to do that if she's tired", smh)
He'll probably just ask to do it tmrw and be like, "well, idc if you're tired, so am I๐", lmao)
Cam~ *grabs her and le sets her in his lap*
*wraps ze arms around her*
All mah old beans are just like, "therapy is kinda stupid and I don't need it" or "I don't deserve to get better with therapy")
They all are kinda judgemental of how it actually works)
Chandler~ *lokks at Garri and nods*
*smol, soft, tired ol' bean smile*
Oui...
"I should probably get a psychiatrist instead, honestly..."*
*"And someone who has medication that's strong enough for a demon..."*
*"Do I even want medicine?"*
Dani~ *lokks at Garri, then at Chandler*
...and what are you going to do to get better?
*blinks slowly*
*"You can't just say you'll get better without saying how or when you'll try or in what way"*
*"You're not a liar, but you tend to bend the truth when it comes to things like this occasionally and idk wtf you do"*
Chandler~ *looks down*
...alright...
*soft sigh*
*"Alright...I'm going to get therapy'*
*"Even though I really, really don't want to..."*
...I'll try to get better....
Dani~ *lokks at ze father*
....
*soft sigh*
*"God, I hope so.."*
Chandler~*smol laugh at Brielle, lol*
W-what-
*lokks at Cam*
And, non...they're just... hideous-
Even looking a-a-at a baby pig m-makes me think, "you'll be u-ugly and r-roll around in m-mhd and your own fe-feces to c-cool down."...
Th-they're disgusting...
Dani~ *blinks slowly, then he just looks down, kinda solemning at that*
....
*lokks at Garri*
Chandler~ *kind saddens/solemns a lil at that*
...
*lokks down, pulling her a lil closer*
*huggos*
*"I need....to get better..."*
"I don't know why none of what anyone says never gets through my head..."*
*"These people...they shouldn't have to worry..."*
*"They deserve better than that..."*
*"And no matter how hard I try, it's not like I can just cover everything up forever...""