Mars~ *chilling in the basement*
*slowly hides his face in his knees, curling up more*
*quiet whimper and his eyebrows go down*
*closes his eyes*
*"...all I'll ever do is hurt people...that's al I was born to do..."*
*"..why wont they just let me die.?"*

Aspen~ Hmm...
Alright..
*think*

Chandler~ *chuckles and closes the portal, sighing softly*
Well...alright, I guess...if you say so
*looks at me*

Cam~ *waiting*
...
*lays back on the bed, stretching out*
*yawwwwwwn*

Chandler~ *"I assume that means neither of them mind it..?"*
..?

Mars~ *curled up, depressed, self hating and self fearing child*
. . .
*sniffle*

Yeah..)
I don't know what to do, honestly)
I'll try to come on every night but it takes awhile for the app to redownload because I'll have to do that every time)

But like... I have seriously felt relieved since I deleted everything)
I don't mean this badly, but...Discord, Anime Maker, having overprotective parents and these little "secrets")
It's been...well, it's laid a huge amount of anxiety on me)
It absoloutly terrifies me sometimes just knowing that one day, she could know everything)
But I don't want to leave you and Toa)
Not after you've both become so important)
And the ships, lol)
I don't want to just leave you both)

Especially not Toa...I don't know what would happen if I did, but it probably wouldn't be good)

I have never had so much anxiety in my entire life trying to get back to a goddamn app.)
I deleted all my history on my tablet before it died and everything, but I'm too scared to ask for a new charger for it because after it charges, my mom want to check it.)
And then she might find some fucking way to see what I've done on here)
I'm on my chromebook right now and will have to delete the app before I go to bed because my sisters always play on this without asking me)
I hate typing on this chromebook. It's annoying and it seriously is pissing me off)

Aspen~ *le smirky bean*
*staring at her*

Chandler~ *shakes his head*
Non, fils...
We shouldn't make messes in KK's artroom...

Me~ *from the corner with paint, where I've been the whole time*
Why, I do it
*dumps a whole bucket of paint on the floor cutely*
See, chAndler, messes are fuN

Cam~ *watch*
*bean*
,

Chandler~ *chuckles*
Well, who enjoys baking the least?

Aspen~ *le breath*
*"Definetly turned her on"*
*smol smirk*
Dare...

Chandler~ Onto the floor?
*chuckles*

Cam~ *chuckles*
*think*
Welll
You can wear something else if you want igggg
*smol smile*
You could always go around shirtless like I do...I won't mind that much

Chandler~ *soft chuckle and le think*
...hmm...
We could make a three layered cake and each work on one layer..then out them all together to see what it looks like in the end

Mars~ *cuteky tied to kill himself a shitton of times*
*literally is locked in the basement of my house with no way to escape and no objects that could be lethal around*
*it's also super cold in there*
. . .
*just wearing a t-shirt and shorts bc I no trust him with anything else, smh*
*it's..definetly not good*
*it's not even just because of Hunter now...he just rlly, rlly wants to kill himself bc he genuinely thinks he's a monster and will only ever hurt people so...he's scared of himself and scared for everyone else*

Aspen~ *eyes widen*
*"Goddamn-"*
*let's out a breath, bluSssshinh*

Chandler~ I'm just making sure you don't make a mess, fila...