.. thanks.. ^^

I’m under so much stress...
I want to be happy..
But I don’t want to leave you guys and I especially don’t want to leave winter... believe me! You guys make me happy! I just don’t want anymore slits, bruises, and blood all over me anymore...

Awe
Thanks :D

They are in there room.

I’m fine!
Though a blanket was pulled over my head.
I’m fine!

I don’t know what to do.
There are skits from an axe all over my body.
I have bruises every where on my body.
Help me.

Nope.

My mom can’t afford therapy.
I have no real friends.
My family hates me.
What more to say?

... so I should just keep it bottled up?
Well guess what?
The bottle is going to burst.
I will snap at someone
But I’m really the problem.

NO. IT REALLY DOESN'T.
I just feel like.. no one gets me...
I just feel like... I’m going to be broken..
I feel like I’m not worth.. anything..

I am Jay..
I really am.
I am an accident.
I’m just going to make another mistake and everybody in my family will hate me.. AGAIN.

What do I deserve?
Nothing.
I deserve to be hurt.
I don’t even know why I was made
Oh right.
I’m a fucking accident.

Like what?

I’m just under so much stress.
I have no motivation to draw.
I don’t deserve any friends.
...

Ello

O h
O k

It’s cool!

Nice :D

Hey thank you! But I’m not wonderful tho ^^”

:V why am I really excited yet also very sad-