plus, i'm really good at it, my family loves it :D

lol, recently, i've been baking a lot more, kinda wanna pursue in that, you know?

well, maybe what we wanna do when we get older? jobs, houses, stuff like that! i find it fun, i just like to have things to look forward to,so i have motivation to get up in the morning

lol ok

now that i think about it, i've had a lot of dreams of being chased

yea, i know 😐

i think it was of this one video i watched,,

i had a dream of being in an insane asylum, taking care of a patient of the name joe, he broke out and chased me outside, talking about selling me, or eating me, and commiting cannibalism, the outside looked like my cousins house, but the inside looked like alexs

my dreams are crazy, always have

same, but he'd never do that to me,, if he were to, he'd kill himself not too long after

alex told me not to talk about this dream, but i once dreamed about being on my school playground, it didnt look like him to much,. but i knew it was him, i was hiding, and he was walking towards me, i was laying down, and he took out a blade, or a razor,, the one he uses on himself. he walk towards me, pulled up my shirt and cut my back, 3 times in a circle. i told alex about it, and he said he dreamt that same night, not being able to see, but feeling his hand moving in circles 3 times with an object in hand, while hearing screaming, that night when i woke up from my dream, i felt a sting on my back in the same way i was cut in my dream

it made me wanna cry, but i didnt know how to react to the situation. it made me feel useless, and helpless

then i 'dreamed' about going to my parents room to tell them what happened, it felt so real, but it felt off, my parents looked drunk, (they never are) and they didnt believe any word i said, and the outside of my apartments looked warped, everything was in the wrong place

i also had continuous dream after that, i woke up in a new dream, 3 times
one, i was arrested while i was in the car of my dads mom, for no reason, and i couldnt speak, or yell for help

i still think of that dream till this day-

my most depressing one is where i saw everyone i loved die right before my eyes-

its no problem!
also, btw, i woke up in the morning, i remembered my dream, but then i forgot a few hours after, i do know that i had a bad dream again tho,

ofc!

or before new years, ask for noise cancelling headphones for Christmas? Kinda drastic, tho,,

maybe watch them inside your house?