at this point ur loving a person with no hope to live...

(that what u are, u always lied to me, all the time..! when u lied about ur identity, when u lie about ur day that was "fine", when u lie about loving me and when u lie about my drawings...)

(i dont believe unfair liars...)

im just gonna let myself rot...

(killing urself over making me believe a lie... that cruel and unfair...)

(... ur so.. cruel... why must u oblige me to lie to myself...)

to me the afterlife is just the rest after the long pain and efforts
like finding a check-point after the path of pain

(idc, ur drawings are still beautiful compared to mines)

no, i was
gonna give up on my hobbies, friends, family and dreams, its not worth it to fight anyways

(they're ugly, unproportionate, not even real things and childish..!)

(..i'll just let u progress in drawing... i'll never reach my goal with my stupid childish drawings anyways...)

leave me alone.

mhm...
(what is that?)

then bye...

Fuuuck~...
(Ask wat-?)

Ur my old crush that i suffered about

Ahhh~...
(Maybe if i should drawing in general i'll let someone else a deserved place for the work i want)

One line for my bf
One line for u
One line for my step-mom
One line for my dad
One line for each member of my family (we are 24)
One line for each of my friends (7)
One line for my ex
And 5 lines for myself

Yes i do hurted myself over u
I cutted my wrist

Ghah- (>////<)
(Its fucking ugly, EVEN THE ANATOMY IS WRONG >:'()