But in my college they all do goddamnit..!
They all laugh of me cuz im different...
I wanna be like them, i wanna fit in, even my teachers says im not in the "frame" of normality

But they are all the same...
They all like football, they all wear sport things, all the girls watch tiktok and put makeup, all the boys fight and laugh of everyone
Why am i different? Im too tired of being different...

And i would just walk away with the proof that im annoying

But i am different
Everyone has the same hobbies, likes and personality
Why am i different from them
Why are they discriminate against me, why are they laughing of me?

Stop lying.
I dont believe anyone anymore

1 is already too much.
I wish i were like the fucking others
Why am i so different

U dont care about me, ik it
Rn im just sure ur nothing inside
U think bad things of me
U think im too emotional and overwhelmed
It is true, i am a cry baby
I wish i were like the others
Im tired of being different

U ask too much from me rn.

No u dont
Ur just a random dude on the internet, u dont know me

Why not

Then go do it, i'll put a rope around mine

No, i wanna kill myself

Idk what's wrong
I cant feel anything beside emptyness
... i dont wanna talk about it, bye

*sigh* k, im rlly gonna get seriously emotional again but i dont feel any feelings anymore...
No happiness, no sadness, no love, no angryness, nothing
I wanna give up on everything
I need to give up on everything
I feel like i still love u but cant feel anything at the same time, my emotions are muffled
U made me cry rn cuz ur gonna cut ur neck
I still care about u and seeing u saying i dont make my heart fly in pieces
I wanted comfort, its okay u didnt gave some to me
I think it'll be better that i rlly stop caring about anything and end homeless, dying on a bench

Ooooh yes the one that renounced dying and cried for u yesterday dont care about u.

*dont care*

...
U rlly dont care about me i see.

*no reactions or emotion changing*

Plz stay with me...
Im fucking alone in my head and cant support that, i cant feel any feelings anymore, i feel like everything isnt worth it...

*sigh* just nvm...
Cya in some weeks...