can i text like i was lying at my mom rn..?

mhm.. ty...

*sniff*

*cry loudly*

and im happy about it... i just wanna.. let it all out..

*cry even more*

*hugs back and cry*

... its my fault again...

but why?

no im used to actually make people mad..

no ik u hate it

that why i said im sorry

well uh... i punched myself in the face

i swear im gonna be as emotionless as a rock but please forgive me

*hugs* im sorry, i'll be less emotionful next time...

back

afk beating the shit out of my plushies while crying

i wanna fucking die rn...

im fucking crying i wanna be free
im so fucking upset about myself and i hate them so much even words cant tell how much but i cant help but search the minimum love they could have towards me

my parents always tell me to show more emotions but when i do they do drama about it plus i feel like they ask me to fold myself in 4 just for them because im a "child" and according to them i shouldnt even have a mental health