that very cute, really... but u shouldnt lose all hopes because of one thing... take ur to rest and recover from it but never give up or else life wont smile to u and it will get worst and worst, trust me, im in that case
iq is quiet useless, the way u handle ur problems in life and learn from ur mistakes is what matter, u dont need iq to pay rent, handle a death or a break up or even pay ur food, u need ur logic and self control
iq is just how much u can handle for exemple math problems but iq doesnt buy u a house
heyyy dont be sad..! they're watching u from above and im sure they dont support u being sad... u deverse so much ok? life isnt always happy but life gives and life takes, im sure they wish u the best in heaven and a great future but never give up ok? ^^