i remember :sob:

Back on this acc

Indeed

YES WAY, ITS UNRESTRICTED

No way...

i dont wanna get married, i wanna die

i cant stand this life anymore, i fucking love him with all of my soul but cant even make him happy, its killing me mentally

i cant stand this world anymore

fucking. kill. me.

FUCKING KILL ME PLEASE im begging u

plus his dad just died today and he absolutely wanted comfort from ME specially for some reasons, he didnt even said "please"...
if i talk to him he's gonna be sad once again... i just want to see him smile...

just fucking come over to france and kill me rn, tear my throat appart, make me suffer, i fucking deverse it all

then kill me... please...

he's Kip, his other acc his Höb but if i break up with him he's gonna kill himself and i dont want that...

he clearly said "Stop making me mad again!" when i brought myself down...

even the one who were supposed to love me said they're disgusted in me, i annoy my bf by bringing myself down and im not even a great partner...

i hate myself...

yeah i can understand... i hate being sensible, i had a grandfather who helped me with my emotion problems and he died when i was 9... when i needed him the most...

then i can tell u how much my step mom ruined my life-

oh, sorry then-
damn im bad at communication, sorry if its becoming awkward-