That's good! I understand what you mean tho I'm constantly thinking about.. Nevermind and I am also most of the time very very sad and depressed.. The thing is I don't want to tell anyone so I can't get counseling or anything, it sucks x3
I'm not saying you don't have depression, but you haven't been to the doctors and been diagnosed with it so I am finding it hard to believe. But if your sad we will be there.