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*SCREAMS UNTILL END OF FU>CKING TIME*
one of my friends asked me out and im dying cause i sorta kiinda want to say yes but i also dont want to hurt him
(its a guy)
I forgot to celebrate my birthday in AM
fUck i knew it was soon-
sorry i missed it
i thought it was the 18th
hi
im mostly ok now
at least ok enough to hide it
tomorrows gona be shi.t
alex will notice that im hiding something and he knows when im lying so hell ask if im ok and ill have to tell him then ill break down at school
last time i broke down at school was never
im already nervous about it
agoraphobia yay...
i cant fu.cking do this anymore
i want to let go but
im scared
im really scared right now...
...
help...
i cant fu.cking do this sh.it anymore
my stepbrother is leaving..
hes going to fu.cking Colorado
i couldnt fu.cking do it
i couldnt fu.cking help him
i couldnt make him stay
i cant fu.cking do it
i cant
i cant
i cant
i cant
i cant do it
fu.ck
what the fu.ck
help
help me please
please just fu.cking help me
i cant do this anymore
i dont want this
everyone fu.cking leaves
everyone leaves
i get attached then they leave
i wanna give up
i just want to give up
let me give up please just let me go
i cant fu.cking do this
fu.ck...
why
...
im sorry...
ok
im gona try and go to slep now and shut up so i will talk to you laterz
i try not to die
byeeeeee