Don't just don't I wasn't rude to her and I'm trying real hard not to be rude to you. Maybe you can convince her to let me leave without killing yourself
I'm really sorry for everything I just want to go back to my normal boring life .I can't control myself enough to maintain a friendship .and not everyone has lost trust in me including me .you deserve to be happy and I'm having the opposite effect so I think I shouldnt be here