NO. You don't have to say that, I know how you feel but you can't think that all your problems will vanish with SUICIDE you have to open your eyes look around if human beings are not able to appreciate you make something else do it
1 no.
2 and even if it was .. what is the problem I don't see it just because you feel and see fat it doesn't mean that you are ugly, the important thing is not the appearance but how you behave and how important you judge it (sorry I'm not very good at speaking English)