Dwayne: uncontrollably crying while he hugs laz’s arm where got cut and hugs him more*

Dwayne: he sobbed hugging him and clenched his shirt close stuffing his face in his chest*

Dwayne: turns sniffing a bit looking red and his breathing is heavy and shaky and he had tears in his eyes*....I just..I-I n..need something..to cope

Dwayne: mumbles small words as he sits by the window looking out still very red and huffing*

Dwayne: downstairs really red and breathing heavy as he takes pills*

Dwayne:.. *grabs pills from a drawer and storms off huffing red*

Dwayne: yanks his arm away* I’m not wasting it. Just- where is my box cutter

Dwayne:......

Dwayne: a- a package

Dwayne: oh hey have u seen a tiny box cutter I need it to cut something

Dwayne: hey ur out of the shower-

Dwayne: he dries his arm and his whole arm is covered with old scars and cuts then he sees the box cutter is gone and he follows the trail*

Dwayne: rinsing his arm more not hearing him*

Dwayne: as he showers he wakes up and uses the box cutter to cut over old scars and he places the cutter on the table rinsing his hand in the sink*

Dwayne: he went upstairs and slept grabbing one of the box cutters but placing it down for now*

Dwayne: grabs his arm* wait- thank u for dinner..it was amazing *smile*

Dwayne: are u sure..?

Dwayne: finishes*..Lazarus..? U okay..?

Dwayne: looks up at him confused eating*

Dwayne: eats it not even realizing he made it*