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I don't know something about you just makes me wanna hurt you in any and every way possible sometimes

Not mad just not in the mood for your words

Never really trusted you that much yet I've told you more then anyone knows about what's wrong with my head

I feel like I have to reply to any and all if you want me to ignore you though that can happen

You are not one of those people

I only really accept it from certain people

what im trying to say is that this conversation has gone on for to long.

?

But I'm fine for now.
I don't really need you or anyone to talk to rn unless you wanna play therapist then whatever good luck buddy
Why have you just suddenly chose me to talk to you are scared of me

I am?

You know I can't really so why try?

Did you?

So you're only here because you have no one else to talk to and you just want attention?

Ok

😰❗❌

Tf is a wantatentan

I do all of that already

I've hurt alot of people even you but you still offer forgiveness. Why. Why must you feel the urge put up with me even when I say I want to kill you even when I explain all the ways I want to harm you and the people you love?

Im just worried that im not doing enough for him
Im scared that I annoy him
I feel like a pest sometimes
But he seems happy which it good but it feels like he's doing all the work to make the relationship work out
Which im grateful for but I wanna know what I can do to but he hasn't really told me yet and im scared that he might just get tired of doing all the work in it and get bored