I hate you but I can't at the same time it hurts but I'm to scared to let you go I don't wanna be alone again my view of you changes alot
I love you I really do but I can't keep having to deal with you doing this
I generally hate you when you do this
I was just starting to be able to trust you again
But I clearly can't
and the worst part is that every time you do it it makes me even more scared to lose you and I feel like I can't do anything
It feels like a endless cycle of you hurting me
(You know the person who's post this is is a man right?)
You did it before with the warning I and I got angry at you for it still so wtf is wrong with you?