If you kill yourself i wouldn't be able to live knowing that I didn't do enough to stop it that I wasn't good enough all I wanted as for you to be as safe and happy as possible I didn't want things to get this far
Im sorry that I made things seam like thay would be better then thay would actually probably be it was a sort of mask I put on to make you stay even if it was only for a little little bit longer
I don't want to lose you you have people that care if you die thay to would be hurt and confused and would think it was part of there falt
He never changes I've personally seen the lengths he would go to to prevent changing his ways
But he says he try's i guess so there's that
Not really hope tho