Yeh..

Well I call my mother's mom big-mama, even though it's not finnish, Idk how it started but it's true

My mother and big-mama doesn't really talk to each other

*sigh* my mother. I think now I know why she doesn't really talk to her mother/big-mama

*looks at her while crying* ...k

Okay

Why?

Loves? Wdym??? She makes me cry, like rn. Mostly I feel like she wants me to go away than live with her

What do u want?..

Ok, good to know

Yeh.. Idk, I just have bad days. And my mom.. Idk how long I can keep the words inside me what I want to say to her, and the words are nothing happy.. that's why I keep them inside of me

...hm.. okay

..bad...

Samu: *wakes up*

I have under 6 hours to sleep that's why I have to go 💀

I think I shoulddddddd.. go to sleep now .. bai

M

Samu: *falls asleep again*

A- I can't relate even though I have a jacket behind me

There's a..lot going on..inside of me