I don't know why but when ever I find a good friend online like you, I really just want to give the some kind of rubber band braiclet to show that I care about them
(I make rubber bands)
I have realized that I have become more respective and show it, yes it is good but it's too strange to me, and it makes me hide myself even more. I don't know why I'm even saying this to you
This all is just pain in the ass. They somehow knew I had a boyfriend and now made fun of me at math class last week because I told them I was year older and stuff. This is not even playful anymore, even if they think it is
I don't feel the same pain as you, but I get mocked if I just want to talk with my new classmates, they mock me when I just want to talk. One classmate who's my "friend" won't give me personal space in breaks sometimes, my new "friend" couldn't care less about me and my classmate from old school is the only one actually nice person in my class. It's tiring and on top of that all the school stuff and mental problems