Sj: up to you.

Sj: I can do that! At least until they themselves say they want a haircut

Sj: noooo

Sj: what why?

sj: *smiles* alright.

Sj: mm..should I let my hair grow a little? just enough to pick it up I mean.

Sj: most likely, but you never know.

Sj: maybe.

Sj: *kisses them in return* I suppose.

Sj: I'mnotabadparent!-

Sj: that's your opinion, love. Not how I, myself interpret myself.

Sj: I'm not going to make a broken promise.

Sj: that's not very nice-

Sj: *smiles* No promises.

Sj: ...Thank you.. I-I really. Needed that....

Sj: *braids their hair to help him calm down* I was positive She was mine, I knew you wouldn't go on an' receive her from someone else, but I was scared she would go on and turn out like me as she got older. I knew Anthony, Rose, and Victor would be okay, cause they were with you. I haven't really been there to give them all the attention they would need from another parent, and I was scared father would want a favor from me again, on her behalf.

Sj: ..My mind wandered.

Sj: I'm sorry if I gave that impression, I can assure you I wasn't upset...

Sj: then that's on him no?

Sj: there's always adopting, my love.