Im still blocked and I want him to know it's not his fault

Tell roman I'm still alive Please

...

...I've actually been trying to die for quite a while now...
he hasn't noticed
Inky hasn't either

...does he even care about me..?

...

...oh.
I've been here for a long time..
Just waiting for my creator to use me for anything..
But I get tossed aside a lot and just known as somebody mentioned ...
I also have to deal with the fact my boyfriend is going to die at some point (run out of charge in the world)

*he immediately starts feeling calmer*
so... what have you been doing in the void

*skully positions himself into a fetal position, his voice still shaky.*
I don't even die it's just--
*Picks up piece that fell off when he shot himself*

“n-no..”

why…

*skully starts crying, you can just tell only by his voice. (he can’t cry tears)*

*he pulls the trigger, resulting in him falling to the ground.*
…why can’t I just die..?

*skully slowly takes a gun out of nowhere and aims it at his head *

I also hate diamond too. Stupid thing loves Spade like I love inky. It annoys me.

i really hate spade. Do you???

Without it I'm 20 times more powerful. Don't ask how.

good.
uh.
Are you..
..ⱼₑₛᵤₛ ꜀ₕᵣᵢₛₜ ᵢ ᵥᵥₐₙₙₐ ₖₘₛ.

...you good?
..also I've noticed one of your OCS know inky
they arent too close to them right?

..take your time. I'll just spend time trying to get with inky.