I'm at a really low point, I thought today would be a better day but it's not. I still feel
So
So lonely

How're you?

Beautiful 😳

Thank you. I love you guys

I want to believe you. I really do, but it's hard to

Thank you guys

I wish I could be able to just let everything go and live on a hill to be happy, and to be free. I want to be confident, I want to be proud of myself. I want OTHERS to be proud of ME

I just want someone to hug me and never let go, my friends don't like my love language and it hurts because it's the way I express myself the best, and it makes me so happy but it barley happens. I feel like I fucking failed anyone I possibly could and that I can't do anything correctly.

I'm sorry I don't know why I just vented like that.

I've done so much bad shit and I make empty promises to people, I feel like I could do so much more but I know I can't, I hurt people due to petty things and I can't control the way I feel and it's annoying

I push it down mostly, I'm starting to cry and I don't know why, I feel so low

I can't they're asleep and I refuse to, I literally don't wanna get up at this point, I'm not hurt but my heart feels like it's being fucking grabbed

I have no FUCKING idea, I feel fucking awful and I wanna scream, I'm loosing my shit for no reason

Sure, well it's up to you

Max:*holds his hand to her side and walks fast*

Max:thee park!

Wait say that again, I'm confused

Sorry, we don't have to if you don't wanna

Well it mostly depends, I was thinking 19 or 24 but I'm unsure, it's up to you

Max: Where do you wanna go?