I meeean....if that would make you feel better, I say go right ahead and do that *shrug*

[...mmmmmh. but I wouldn't have to think anymore if I did. and I'm sure you wouldn't actually care if I did lol, you'd forget abt me pretty quick

...aaand if i were gonna actuallydo that now, i would leave styx to you so pyro wouldnt go all depresso mode and shit]

[hmmmm
but like
if I did
and succeeded
shit would be so much quieter
and calm
and less confusing
and
yippeee]

..mhm....I mean, if you still had that halo, I wouldn't be able to even be near you rn. so I say good riddance *shrugs*....and, I mean, if you just want some dumb golden onion ring to float over ur head, I could totally get one for you *said playfully, smirking*

[but
why]

..no. you're. not. *she grips your shoulders again, looking you in the eye* stop saying that. would I be here having this conversation with you if you were terrible? hm? *raises a brow*

oop
relatable tho
but also oop

*she hugs you back, nuzzling her face into your shoulder*...youre not terrible at all.....i love you, hun....*smiles, hugging you a bit tighter*

*she shakes her head, kneeling down so shes on her knees as well, in front of you* no, love. i mean it. not just so youll stop crying. and you do deserve it....as i said, i owe it to you, considering how many chances you gave me. and...even if i didnt owe you, i still want you back..

*smiles and nods, caressing your cheek w her thumb*..mhm...

oh- *her eyes widen, and she blinks, before chuckling lightly. she leans down and softly grabs your face, shushing you and making you look at her*....luv...its okay. i forgive you..i mean, i pretty much owe it to you anyway after the stuff i did before....*she softly pecks your lips*
[hmm.....aight, cya. im totally gonna get you a deathnote]

...as i said, i could never hate you love. i mean..i kinda freaked out over it...but i was just...being over dramatic...*she grips your shoulders slightly, looking down w a guilty face*....im sorry..
[oh yea-]

i dont...hate you- why would you think i hate you? *she looks genuinely confused, furrowing her brow* i could never hate you, hun..
[wha-]

i said no. *grabs your shoulders* no. self. harm. *she frowns*

no- not allowed-

[oh boy-]

dieing

eee

....*she nods and snuggles into your chest, sighing. shes still shaking*.....i......i told pyro not to call me love anymore. i think....i think he took it as me breaking up with him........i dont know....how to deal with any of this....

..i-i just......i dont want anyone to stay with me...out of pity. i want them to stay because they want to be here. you said you dont want to be here, so i thought i didnt need you, but.....i cant-....i cant lose you...or pyro...i just..cant....