NO FUCKING- NOOOOO

[mh...yea, I guess. I'll try that. thanks]

what did who call you-?

[pft- lmfao

and yea, i...have a problem with liking people who hate me. literally everyone I've ever loved has ended up returning nothing but hatred. but it's cool, lol.]

[....you make it sound so easy.

i mean, I can try. all I have him on is animemaker. I blocked his newest account already. not sure if he has anymore.
the only problem is I still worry about him. I still miss him. that sounds pathetic and stupid, but it's true, even though I hate it. I still want to ignore him, but I also don't.

but yea. I'll try. thanks for the advice, hun.]

[I tried. for a while. but he just keeps coming back, saying more shit about me, and everytime I see it, I feel like I did something wrong and I feel guilty. but I also feel mad because I didn't do anything. and I try to explain, but i can't, and that makes it even worse. it just hurts. I hate it. I don't know how to stop it since ignoring didn't work. I still think about it, no matter what I do.]

[it's just zimmick bullshit again. me trying to talk and not being able to. trying to explain shit and being ignored. being blmed for things. and accused of things. being made to feel like a shitty person and starting to believe that I am, even though I didn't do anything. contemplating death again. wanting to cry but not being able to because of dehydration.

like I said. nothing that matters.]

[no. it's not that kind of pain. it's some emotional bullshit that you wouldn't care abt. it's fine]

you didn't have to send it. I'm sorry.

...

awwww.....~ *her eyes form smol stars, as her own large tail wags, thumping softly against the ground*

*she smiles, purring slightly, and pats your head again* hehe

*she holds you closer, making sure you're secure and won't fall* hey...you're okay. I've got you..*she gives a soft, soothing smile*

*she stops, giggling lightly and sitting up off the ground. she holds you gently in her hand* sry..

*she blushes* o-oh- uh...thanks.. *she smiles slightly, wiggling her finger a bit* hmhm...

hehe~ *she pats your head w her finger* what's wrong, tiny~?

you are toooooo~ *she grows into big styx, leaning on her hands w a slight smirk* ....especially when I do this. :}

you are SO. wittle. smol. teenee even. >:)

lmfaooo

HEY- shush >:9

hehehehehehheeheheh tini