razputin- what of he hurts you again?! *she seems worried for him, but she looks angry at riptide, as well as hurt. more tears well in her eyes, she doesn't notice*

......*she sighs* bean....he hit you. you need to get healed up before anything, and I'm not sure it's a good idea to go looking for him so soon after taht little..outburst....*she furrows her brow, looking a bit angry*

smiley: ........'not sure...'

hun- *her voice seems flat and tired, emotionless. she kneels next to him*......are you okay?

smiley: .........*he gently picks him up, holding him easily, and lifts him onto his back*....hang...on......*he starts to sprint, going to where meltdown is*

......*she quickly wipes the tears forming in her eyes, and begins to run, following after raz*

smiely: ........*he lightly pets rips back w his large, fluffy tail*....'I was instructed to bring you back to your friend meltdown. if you don't mind..I'd like to do what I can to make her happy.'

.....*she stops for a moment* I'm not avoiding anything. I'm just facing the truth. he doesn't care about me. yea that said he doesn't feel for faded, but he still has cross. and cupid....and you. apparently. he'd be fine without me...*she walks again*

smiley: ......*he nods* 'ah. I see.' .....*he sits next to him, his legs awkwardly splayed next to him*

......*her eyes are still bubbling w tears, but her face is blank. emotionless. she doesn't know how to feel. she slowly stands up, wiping her eyes*.....I'm going to find raz and comfort him. smiely is looking for rip. he'll deal with it. and bring him back to you. you can tell riptide I went home. he won't mind. *she still doesn't seem to believe he cares, and just walks, following where raz ran out*...

smiley: .........*he slowly walks to him, standing over him and looking down*...'I was not aware that you had a job. I imagine she wasn't either...but what do you mean others pull you away from her? how?'

.......*she slowly reads over the pages, her brows furrowed. she's silent*

smiley: *he sighs w relief, slowly moving his hands from his head. he then gets a slightly angry look on his face, walking closer to the sobbing, a low drone emitting from his chest*......(telepathically)'what the hell are you talking about? you were gone, for so long. not just when you were locked away...before that. she worried about you, and she wanted to talk to you, but you were never there. do you know how worried she was? how much she cried over you...? how can you say you give her all your love, when you weren't even there?'

......*she sighs and rolls her eyes, looking to the side w furrowed brows* bullshit. Faded is his sPeCiAl SoMeOnE. she was the first. it would never matter to him if I left, he would still have her. *she pulls up her knees, turning her face away, watching raz run out and not sure if she should follow*

.......he says that about everyone he's with. I'm sure of it. he doesn't care about me that much.

smiley: *he growls loudly, an annoyed look on his face as he whimpers in pain* HOW CAN YOU BE THE ONE SAYING TAHT-?! YOU WERE THE ONE WHO MADE HER FEEL LIKE YOU DIDNT WANT ANYHTING TO DO WITH HER, YOU BLOODY MORON

....why would it matter so much to him if I leave? I mean. he's got you..*gestures to meltdown*...and cross...and faded...and. whoever else. *rolls her eyes, a hurt look growing on her face* ....and it was obvious that he didn't want anything to do with me anymore....so he shouldn't care....he doesnt care. it can't be because of that.....

smiley: .....NO. *he yells w his actual voice. he very rarely does that*

[oh oh oh, idk if I've ever specified this b4, but he's got moon's voice :p]

....s-smiley will find him...i...everything will be fine...*she rubs at her face, still crying* w-why..did he get so mad, anyway...? *she's talking to herself*

smiley: ......*he grunts, but just covers his ears, even though it won't do anything. he tries to get closer, stumbling, but wanting to do as styx asked him*

im- i-im fine...as long as you're fine- *she looks more worried about him, her eyelids growing heavy as the pain weighs on her. but she ignores it, turning back to MD, sitting between the two of them and breathing heavily*...a-are...are you two.....o-okay...?