[.....but...what if I do?
also, you're right, no words can describe it bc it isn't true]

y-youre alive-?! *she cuts herself off, crawling backwards*....i...I mean.......*she goes silent, glaring*...

[....dude...it's part of an rp. it couldn't have hurt you that badly :/ and I mean, you know his whole thing was wanting to make everyone happy- so you can't really blame him..]

.....r-rip...you....h-he.....*speechless, still trembling violently*

[...hmm......but....why? I still don't understand why I should believe any of that.. :1 I'm worthless, and she's the same! and the scars look cool, might even get me some of those myself. it'd be wicked]

[I mean, understandable- being so that I understand how she feels. but also, he was uncomfortable...he didn't just. stop loving her. he just didn't like the way that the relationship was going, and he felt uncomfy- so it's not like he just left because he never loved her like shes letting on :< ]

....*she starts to cry more, keeping her eyes on meltdown but slowly, shakily crawling over to rip. she seems breathless*

[wellll....she deserves betterrrrrr. like- smiley maybe? he doesn't love her in THAT way- but like....he gives comfort '3' ]

......m-....melty.....? *her eyes widen more somehow, as her breathing quickens*....

[....but..like.....I dont.matter. and she's me, sooo....neither does she :^

also, not the time hottie]

......*she looks on with a blank face and wide eyes, glancing down at meltdown*.....?

[buut...liike......why not meltdown? he's a massive fucking scumbag- 🥰]

[hmmmmm....weeeell, she IS me- and I kinda like the whole face scar thing. and I also want smth to do, so like..... :) ]

[lmao]

[mwahahaha, I'm so evwil]

*she wants to hug you back, but feels as if she can't move, and just sits, stunned. tears are still streaming from her wide eyes*

*she looks up at you, her pupils so small they're barely visible. she looks heart broken more than anything*...

[fuck this is gettin heated-]

*shaking on the sidelines*

[idfk maybe, but also it's md's wierd acid stuf so idk. I may keep the mouth scar either way, tho '3' ]
*ugly sobbing*

*she's crying, but is frozen in shock, black blood pouring down her face along w tears*