Iβm so sorry that this happened- I am really sorry I canβt relate a lot so Iβm sure I donβt understand how painful this must be for you. If you donβt want to Iβm not going to bother you but if you need somebody to talk to I will be here, along with many other people, I assume, π«Ά, things will get better I promise π«Άππ€§