I did... U haven't seen what they said... Thats why i should die.... I ruin everything all the time and lose what matters to me

(u can try... But im so tired of feeling this way... They said i do this for attention when i have adhd and have to say everything i think or it hurts my mind and also it was like 3 am for me)

Carlos: do u have it written somwhere?

Jasper: b.. Because me and ur daddy have only been together a little while so we needa know each other better before we can marey...

???: they can't helo if they don't remember u....*shes about to snap her fingers casting the spell*

*he rolls his eyes and keeps building*

(im gonna actually kill myself... I've said my goodbyes.... I messed things up and now crow hates me and blocked me because i told them i wanted to die so now im gonna kill myself because i can't do this anymore)

Please just sens that apology for me then im leaving anime maker after i speak to jevil

Actually don't worry I've come to a descion

Please just don't....

Please look at my main apology and I'll leave u alone i just wanna know u read it

Im sorry and i understand...

I'll stop forever just please send them this exactly: I'll stop.... But i just want u to know how sorry i am... And i hope one day we can be friends again because u mean the world to me and so dose our friendship... Im sorry i said and did shitty things because of lack of sleep and i really agreed with ur point when I re reaad it.... Apologies i hurt u just know that i still care about u and always will and i hope u do ok in life and that u should know ur so talented and ur an incredible human being.... Also i had a slight crush on u... Anyway im really sorry

I just wish i could go back and stop myself frim doing this shit

I'll stop.... But i just want u to know how sorry i am... And i hope one day we can be friends again because u mean the world to me and so dose our friendship... Im sorry i said and did shitty things because of lack of sleep and i really agreed with ur point when I re reaad it.... Apologies i hurt u just know that i still care about u and always will and i hope u do ok in life and that u should know ur so talented and ur an incredible human being.... Also i had a slight crush on u... Anyway im really sorry

But my anxiety can't process that and I end up hurting myself as a habit if i do something wrong and idk i feel like thats gonna make everything worse but i don't wanna lose them.... I started to fucking like like them

Please help me i ruined everything...

U online?

But i messed up so bad....and i just want my friend back... And it was like 4 or something am and i barely slept and i got emotional so i fucked everything up and now i lost my best friend

Im not an attention seeker either i only told u Jenny and jevil i didn't tell anyone else please just i loved our friendship... Its what i was excited about after school everyday please

Please just awnser me....

I feel horrible and i can't live with myself now tho

Please help me i can't do this....